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Last May,because of an argument and not easy time for the both of us, I broke up with my true love, the only one who put his life in my hands,the one who said to feel safe and protected with me and actually showed it.
In other words, he was the one or Mr Right.
When I went to his place for the first time, I had deja vu feelings as I approached to his living room (I was there for the first time and I felt I had been there before), not to mention all the things done together..
He was the one and I lost him for weakness and I can't forgive myself for this. I love and miss him terribly and feel lost, incomplete because we did complete each other.
Can someone help me?
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