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Hello i want to do a friendship spell/ or even a forgive me spell! i dont want to do love spells as im scared of them backfireing... basicly i have known a guy since 2007 we became very good friends and had amazing sexual chemistry.. we were never in a relationship but i fell in love with the guy.. our friendship lasted until november 2010.. the day his wife found out about him and my affair.. I WAS UNAWARE HE WAS MARRIED HE NEVER TOLD ME im a transsexual. his wife found out her husband was having intercourse with a transsexual and that hes gay or bisexual.. he told me not to get involved but i did.. that really messed things up for me.. now he doesnt want to no me or talk 2 me... hes gone through a divorce now and has moved on with his life.. i cant move on!!! i did do love spells and i think they backfired thats why i dont want to do it again.. i became obsessed and harassed him turned up to his house etc he got scared. he even called the police on me! he wont talk 2 me. wont see me, but admits hes still sexually atracted 2 me.. we did have sex this year.. he bumped into me in a club went back 2 his and everything was perfect but a week later he flipped and went violent on me (possibly backfire from spell love)... either way i want this man in my life... as a friend or even someone to talk 2 .. without doing a love spell.. what can i do? can someone please help me xxx