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So I've been having a lot of problems in my life lately and I wanted to change myself into a supernatural being, I created my own spell and since I did it I've been feeling strange. After I finished I felt extremely energetic and the feeling hasn't gone away. I haven't slept tonight and I feel like I can run a marathon. I'm so hungry and when I did eat I ate like an animal, I've never eaten so much so fast. I looked up a bunch of herbs on the site and I put crushed them together hoping I would gain the specific properties of the herbs after the ritual. I used oregano, basil, an apple seed, cinnamon, and this one herb I don't know I just added it in because I liked the smell. The ritual was done on a drawn pentagram with a candle in the middle I dropped the mixture of herbs into the candle and chanted something I wrote then put the candle out with a drop of my blood. The chant was "Spirits of rebirth and power I call upon thee to answer my call. Humanity is a burden I wish to exorsize. I call upon you to extract the properties of strength, mental power, Immortality, prosperity, endurance, protection, healing, luck, and power from this mixture of herbs. I sacrifice to you a drop of my blood in hopes you will encorperate these properties into it. Spirits I call upon thee to transform me and in return I shall be a servant of thee. I sacrifice my humanity in order to gain these powers. Spirits heed my call and transform me into a being of supernatural power, it is my will so mote it be!" I'm not sure if anything actually happened or I'm just fooling myself. Someone help?