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I have an old friend that doesn't consider me a friend now. Our friendship is completely damaged and broken as of last year; we used to be really close about four years ago. I care alot about this friendship since I don't really have that many friends in general and most of my friends are guys. I've been doing reconciliation spells so many times since then but haven't had much luck. I give her space at times and then come back later but all she does is either lash out or I get ignored.I'm also bipolar and this really hits me hard and have long periods of not only depression but also suicidal thoughts;I've been in the hospital twice cause of this. If we still can't be friends in this life, is there a spell out there that can make us friends in the next life or in the spirit world? Thanks