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I was going to start a forgiveness spell just now, using 3 candles to represent the 3 people in the situation. I was able to successfully light the first candle with a matchstick, and the second one as well, but when I got to the third candle which represented me, the flame was getting far too close to my fingers and the heat was hurting me so I blew out the match and was going to light another match but I notice the 2nd candle had gone out during those 5 seconds. I then tried lighting another match over and over again and it wouldn't light up. I took this all as a sign and stopped. Could this have happened because I'm not meant to be forgiven or will not be forgiven? Or, was my energy a little scattered? Can I try the spell again later or is it best to leave it alone after this?