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Hello. I'm writing this form a friend's account,and I'm Anna. She has introduced me to magick a few months ago, and I have been reading quite a lot about it,and here's the problem. I have been Christian all my life, and now whenever I start planning on casting a spell,it's like something bad happens. A little thing,that becomes irrelevant as soon as I 'throw away' the idea about casting a spell.

Here's the deal. Since in Christianity,a lot of people claim that magick is wrong, I'm afraid that those things may be ''warnings'' from God, but then again,it could also be autosuggestion. Or even the most reasonable explanation-I'm giving little things meaning because I'm not ready to cast yet. Because if I wasn't scared of doing something wrong, I would label the quarrel with the friend as completely irrelevant and not worry about it,but now,in fear, I see it as a possible warning and give up my plans just so that I could pray and it goes away.

What are your opinions on this? I really know that magick isn't wrong,well that's why I'm studying about it,but still after many years of Christianity,and people who strongly believe that everything that is not the same as they believe in is wrong, it's kinda hard to get rid of this feeling and fear. So I would like some advice and answers, because I don't think I'm doing something wrong, but...