The thing I am going to say and ask is also the description in my profile, but i will post it here so i can actually get some helps.
3 years ago i was here, young and stupid,lost in love and immature, felt in love with a guy who only want me to be friends with benefit. As a beginner, didn't really did any meditation,straight to the curse spell to him.It worked,but then i realized that I hate him because I love him and I helped him went through bad time after that,casted spell, made him felt in love with me.
3 years later today,we both love each others,but he broke up with me because of many unspeakable reasons.
In those 3 years,We barely have a peaceful day, lack of money, no jobs, bad lucks, losing things, sickness. Bad things just keep coming, they were so bad, that I can actually write them down and make a great movie.
After all those bad things happened, my mum found 3 different psychics to check what was happening to me. All came out the same answers, I was haunted by 2 ghosts. Now they said they fixed it, kinda. but still need to wait for 3 more years to stop them completely.
Today, I am here to look for a way to save myself, a way to save my relationship, a way to find out the truth.
Who was the one actually making those 3 years unlucky? me? for casting spells and backfiring myself? or him? the curse worked? or neither? Just me somehow got haunted?
I casted a curse spell, and 2 love spells.
And now, I don't want anythings, even my life or my soul. I just want him back, I just want us to get back together as we both love each others deeply but he can't make up his decision to face who he is and what he really want, can't love me as who I am even after 3 years of relationship.
I just need spell to fix all these. If i can't do it, I want to find someone powerful or reliable to cast it for me, do you guys know where i can find someone like that in Los Angeles? If comes to the end there's no way out, then I will summon demon and sell my soul as i have the Literatures from 100+ years ago teaching me how to summon them... I was gonna do that, but I want to look for helps here before I actually do it...