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Hi my name is Fereshte. Ive spent most of my life being a atheist and having no faith because of my tough past and loss of hope until a series of events seriously shoke my awake from being like walkn dead. Now i can feel energy running through me but n kno a lil more about my persian families magick history but my old ways of thinkin often stop me from progression in magik. Im hoping someone can help me truley believe and have faith and push negative energy out of my body. Where do i start and what spells should i practice with after fully opening my third eye?