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Hello everyone. I am new to most of this. I guess I have always felt different in that there has been a feeling that I was something more. My life has been one long journey of self discovery. Throughout my life when I sleep I have had dreams of various events in my life. I remember the dream until the event happens. Then I forget the details of the dream. I only remember that I dreamt it. Only recently have I begun to explore the world of magic. It can be a bit overwhelming. My studies have been a very little bit fruitful. While I realize it takes time and practice, it gets frustrating. I am open to any advice any of you have to offer. I finally wrote my first spell tonight. I am completely drained. Is that normal? I'm excited to work my own spell. However I have to wait til the full moon and I need to acquire some dust of some specific stones. I need dust of Amazonite, Amethyst, Azurite, and Calcite. Anyone know where I may obtain these ingredients?