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by: Yee on Nov 29, 2014

I just wish to say hello, while i would also, in my welcome message here, would like to explain the fact that there seems to be a bit of a..... Fault.. In me. My imagination seems to be blank. I can't visualize things like I used to.... Everything I see is a blank, vague scene, and if I do my best to see detail, all I can do is focus on one part and blur out the rest... My ability to do spells is horrible. I just can't... I believe and believe, yet for some reason, I fail. I'm not sure why I can't do this. I'm not able to meditate either. I've never gotten to the point of actual meditation... Everyone just says for me to focus on my breathing and clear my mind... Relax... And that's what I do, but all I CAN do is sit there silently, normally.... Nothing but just thoughts. I CAN'T clear my mind. I want to be able to do these things... I want to succeed in at least ONE spell so I can prove to myself that I can do more.... Otherwise, I'll just say hello. I'm quite new here, even though I've often visited this site without a membership. Anyways, thank you for looking at this, and it's nice to meet you :3