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Hi There myname is Siope Otutaha, and i am searching for some truth. You see, when i was younger my first memories of attraction were to females and then something happened. I don't know what exactly, but i know it had to do with my mom doing something to me in the bath tub with both of us naked. I mentioned this to her and my dad and they both screamed. After this I have been mucked around with by my cousin and my half brother. I now wonder whether these things have to do with me having strong feelings towards the same sex, i.e. males. Sometimes I think that I've been hypnotised but it all seems hopeless because i can't get any answers from anyone. Can you guys help in anyway please?
Any type of information would be much appreciated.