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I haven't had him for very long and I was starting to deal with hallucinations but I ignored them and soon after I saw him. I don't ever hallucinate now but He's been here for about 2 weeks and he never tried to hurt me or anything like that.He can touch me and I can touch him sometimes.He loves a plushie that looks like him and I've never seen him sleep. But he's been sleeping for about 3 or 4 hours and hasn't moved...I'm worried. I know My tulpa can only die when I die and that they can't kill you but I think they an hurt you. I'm a little scared of him....He is terrified of me...He can't speak and he only peaks around corners the disappears. He hangs around the plush mostly I guess cause it looks like him and it's his size. I do not know why he is afraid of me, and I'm trying to earn his trust. Also, he is not clear to me. I can't barely see him most of the time. I just see like an outline or i can see right through I'm almost. I accidentally created him. At first, I thought he was a hallucination but how he acted made me think differently and then I had a nightmare (I have them all the time and I'm used to them) He woke me up and now that I think about it, he was saying wake up so I guess he can speak.

But I need to know how I can care for him, and if he will become clearer in vision to me.
I woke up in middle of the night in a cuddling position and before that I felt something crawl in my arms...I think he cuddled me. I am thinking of making another tulpa. Maybe the second tulpa can help me. Any advice for me?