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I know what a totem Animal is , and a while back I did a ritual to help me find my totem Animal and was stuck on bears. Then I realized that there are such things as spirit animals & spirit guides. Since that ritual I have grown and gain more knowledge in my path and though right now I don't have a definite path, I know what I seek. I was looking around, because I want to get back into practicing and starting from the ground up instead of diving head first which I did in the beginning and want to start with my totem Animal. That has always been a good ground for me.
I know from my cusin' that there are Native Americans who will take a spiritual journey for you with their totem to find yours ( she did it, amd her totem is an otter and she even got a name as well ). Anyway, I am very bad with reascearching online & don't have much access and was wondering if anyone on here comes from or believes in that and is willing to point me in the right direction for getting someone to journey for my totem. Yes I can do it myself, but I strongly feel that these type of people have a greater understanding of the spiritual realm and won't be tempted to pick their favorite animal ( I'm guilty of doing that to myself).
Anyone who can direct me in the right direction - thank you very much

-Spike
*Blessed Be*