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Hi everyone.I would like to ask a very simple question.What fuels your curse i mean is it the emotions like sadness,love,jealousy,anger or is it the amount of raw energy(power).I am asking this because half of my family stays clear of me so that i won't spit some curses against them.They have this notion that whatever comes from my mouth mostly the bad parts are going to be true in near future.And i get scared really scared because i dont mean these bad things to anyone.It hurts me i have put myself to blame many times and the foreboding of guilt washes over me.I do not rejoice in cursing it's just whenever i am angry it happens and i do not have a control over it.Is it solely my fault?