Magic Forums

I've been wondering if the people you are with, that had been a part of your life, like a lover for example, are just temporary, then what's the use of promises? Like having someone to promise never to leave you, but when he parts, then that's it? I mean that ends there for the promise in that current lifetime. I read and heard from elder talks that we won't be able to know and remember each other as spirit form. Although, when my grandma and grandpa was on their deathbed, I remember them seeing the spirit of their deceased sister and brother, or cousins. Ye know I was just thinking, it'd be nice to be just with one person even in the next million lifetimes, but I somehow realized that our journey in life is not really for everyone else's but ours alone. We can create the illusion that we are living for someone and something , but it's not really for them. It's the influence it gives to our own lives whether positive or negative. 'Coz it may seem to complete us or mold us into whatever purpose the current lifetime has in store for us. It's just sad to think we are alone afterall. That we can never be fill 'coz we are made empty in the first place. Like someone said, I guess the only joy in life is to learn to accept and love the emptiness and move on constantly filling it with the help of booze, drugs, sex, family, faith, money. Anyway, it's 2AM and I just can't sleep, that's all.