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So i started a book in mexico, but i moved and left it behind. Big mistake because what if my dad finds it in my room right? Well i bought a new one, it's not the color i wanted but it was the only one there was. I need help starting it and writing spells. The ritual for me to start it. It came in a box with a lock on it so only i can see it. Please help me someone. Message me with details of your help. Send a list of what i need if you can, or just post it here, see if it helps anyone else.
Thank you and blessed be