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I been studying tarot and Wicca a long side with meditation exercise's and I must say I find the meditation the hardest part, I am not sure if I am doing it properly, trying to visualize certain aspects of the meditation seems to drift and my mind visualizes random images and keeping the focus is hard work.
I'm hoping eventually it will all come together more easily.
The course stresses the importance of the meditations whilst working on the subjects and I don't want to miss valuable connections to the learning.
Any tips for focus would be great, I feel it is an important part of my learning, also it can feel quite odd at times, I started twitching in the fountain of light meditation lol .
I guess the art of mastering meditation can take a very long time and trying to practise on a daily basis has proved more of a commitment to me, also, I do feel it is very personal too and could be a reason as I find it hard to release certain emotions.