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I joined a meditation weekend group. I went four times and felt enlightened every time. I was always told I was glowing from my innocence. The last weekend I was sitting in the meditation circle. The leader put the bell and I felt weird and didn't contribute my feelings and passed. It was sent it again and I passed again. I saw disturbing face and felt unsafe... I realized as I left that I was involved with a group that wasn't honest about what they were. I don't understand why? Why not tell me? Why did I feel in danger.... especially I ally by 3 people I had not met??? The talk was a lot about devouring our food and being wise. I thought that was about eating green. At this point, they are in my head and wanting me back. I have no idea what to do other than avoid and say no. That is following my gut! I would like to know what coven they are, if it is danger I should feel, why me..