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I'm a newbie and I don't know much,
I'm been having strange dreams lately, they are about me controlling the elements, whenever I dream about it always hear a voice in them, telling me
nothing is impossible.
Ever since I was a kid I have thought of fire as "my" element, sometimes I used to sit around bonfires and as far as I remember I could control it.
I have tried it a few times and it worked if I concetrated (during the day) , but I tried it tonight and the flames went ballistic,when I wanted it to flick it did so like crazy and when I told it to calm down it became completly still.
I have also seen the flames reacting on my mood.
I have some clairvoyance tendencies too , on both sides of my family is full of people with phsyic powers, one could stop bleading and was often called to the hospital if there was an emergancy.
Honestly this is REALLY freaking me out, I know I sound insane and I'm only writting this to know if it does exist, this should not be possible for me to do, but in some way it does. I don't really wished for something like this, it came naturally for me.

~Sorry for all the english misstakes :)