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When I was just a child my mother got together with a soon to be very negative man. The house we moved into was his mothers and was very crowded. In his fathers room I saw the silhouette of a human being, no features whatsoever. Years from this I stopped seeing the figure and my sister started seeing it. There was a particular house we lived in when it got the worst. Me and my little brother would wake up every other night with claw marks (more like really sharp nails) protruding out from our skin. Me and my sister were put through much hardship in our upbringing so it could have been, i thought, so sort of negative thoughtform created from the agony we've endured but this is something else. It attached to me once and during that moment i realized its identity, at least partially, as a sort of parasitic or vampiric spirit feeding off the negativity and fear as well as weakness of others. The energy I felt was something i've never experienced before. It was cold fearful, and full of darkness. I could feel my energy (at the moment it felt the same way as if you were in the house with a poltergeist, chills and such) and it's leaching of the conditional feelings of freight. I kept feeling surrounded and before i'd feel the uniquely dark energy, I'd feel what i can only describe as little hand touching me. The touch in itself created the unique energy I've been writing about. So, basically if anyone knows what the hell this spirit is and why it might be following me i'd appreciate it very much if you'd inform me. Thanks.