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My brother-in-law, whom I love very much (I see him as a true brother; he was one of the most important people in my life) has recently passed. He shot himself in the head last night, if that makes a difference. (and I only learned this a few hours ago, so it still hurts excruciatingly...) He was the one who first introduced me to any type of magick, and so much more. I haven't had a chance to see him in nearly a year because he and my sister moved halfway across the country and now they have a 9 month old daughter. Back tothe main point, he committed suicide, didn't leave any note, an I haven't had contact with him in a while. I just wanted to know if there is any way I could talk to him one last time. Would he be suffering now because he killed himself? I just want one more conversation. Until then, I refuse to accept his death...