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i was wondering if anyone could figure out what happened to me.
when i was younger i used to look at spells but i haven't done so in a few years. my mom has showed me a "summon inner dragon" the spell was called. when i did it i immediately felt a large pressure over my entire body kinda like what i felt when i was holding my mothers spell book and then i felt compelled to keep saying the the spell till i broke off of it and started mumbling stuff about how i wont let anything brake my will and after a bit i just started saying complete and utter nonsense the entire time i didn't fight it and also something i think might be the most important part was while i was saying the nonsense i saw what looked to be a long narrow hole with tons of broken planks and a ball of white energy at the bottom and i then saw it rise up and reverse repairing and healing all the planks. also not long after i saw a spell to summon a succubus(i thought it was dangerous) but succubus was always a huge turn on for me so i looked at it and after a bit of thinking about it something felt like it was pushing against my more "private parts" not sure weather or not they are related but they did happen with only minutes between each other im going to ask her later but as for right now shes sleeping