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hey sorry for bothering you all by this,

but i am extremly depressed and have been depressed most of my life, ive got help through doctors but it just does not do anything, i feel like im just tired of this im only 18 and ive already had enough, lately its gotten worse i have no interest in anything all i want to do is drink my sorrows away every night, my boyfriend was cheating on me and told me he always hated me he just used me, and i was physicaly abused by a guy i trusted he hurt me soo bad those memories still haunt me all the time is there anyway magic can help me..?

i just want to feel better even if its for a while because at the minuite it just feels like i cannot manage much more with this

thank you