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I am not a bad person at all. Help and give what ever i can to anyone. I believe I may have been homewrecker in a past life (dont laugh) Just I have been married three times and all have ended after 7 yrs (and I mean 7 yrs) But I really thought my last marriage was going to be forever. And after our 7 yr mark (two months over) he had a seizure in his sleep that killed him. I really thought he was the love of my life and we would grow old together, but it did not go that way. Yes he came to me after his passing told me he was still here with me just on a diffrent channel and we would be together again. I just dont want to carry for say a curse on to my next life and lose him again. Any Idea's?