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1. Ever since I turned away from christianity and converted to paganism i have felt kind of guilty. I believe this is because I am still holding on to things from Christianity. I have been raised my whole life as a christian so is that why I feel this way? Will these feelings of guilt eventually end? And 2. I believe in most of the pagan beliefs (revering nature, honoring my ancestors, etc.) but I don't think I believe in the many gods and goddesses. As a matter of fact I'm not sure if I believe in any deity. But I'm not sure. Is there such thing as an athiest pagan? If I don't believe in a deity, am I still a pagan, or is it just considered my personal religion, but not paganism?