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I've been using magic and witchcraft for a little over a year.

I turned to it because of having a sleep disorder, I was tired of shoving pills into my body, I tried to find a cure elsewhere. I found that cure in energy leeching.

I'm quite in tune with the energies around me, and after finding a state of meditation where I could manipulate those energies, I began taking them onto myself. The results where insane. My sleep problems went away, my skin conditions where gone, and my usually dry dead hair was soft and shiny. I was leeching off of the pear tree in my back yard for a long time, and over the summer it ended up almost dying. I turned to using crystals, I was so greedy about it all of them lost their lustre and shine. My rose quartz turned gray even!

But in the past two weeks things have been going horridly. Whenever I walk near the pear tree I get severe allergies(I was never allergic to the tree growing up.). And after I drain a crystal they crack or chip. As well, my sleep problems are back, my skin is horrible and my hair is breaking off. I feel so guilty, I was blinded by the need to fix my problems I completely abused my power. I'm terrified. I've been trying to push my positive energies back into the old tree, but nothing is working. How could I ever repay my debt?