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I've been trying to find a simple answer to this question, but there are many things that I find that are just off with a lot of things. For example, many normal people find comfort in seeing other human faces, however I do not. This is aside from a lot of other feeling I get towards... "Other humans", as I often put it (irresponsible, imbeciles, inconsiderate, incompetent... etc.)

Now, don't take this the wrong way, those are general feelings as I go out and do my daily deeds (work, groceries, other chores). However, if I am something else, I have a nagging feeling that, as a kid, I may have accidentally locked away my abilities from my childhood fear of it. But doing so or not, it doesn't really give me an answer to "what". I have asked my spirit if she knows, but unfortunately does not either (been with me after the whole conundrum sprouted).

Abilities or not, there are a quite a few who have picked up on this (and in one account frightened an entire school). So basically what I am looking for is closure for my chapter really. Not that I want to completely get rid of any existence of being anything other than human (If I am), I would rather embrace it and be able to use the abilities (if any) than to kick it to the curb and ignore what I really am.