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So I have had several obe's and am always at a relaxed state and can relax deeply easily but I cannot seem to enter trance or vibrational state and when I do try to project I have my fan on and I do it at night i have even tried many other methods but I find just getting into the trance state hard as I cablnnot tell if I am in that state and I do not know if I started vibrating other than that i... well I don't know as I was able to force a dream or...something...recently but I need help also fear and excitement aren't really emotions I have and I don't know if this affects it but I'm an athiest that believes something is there but it either cannot be explained or is scientific