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Once again, in my search to understand things I looked to ap for the answers. I went in, with my only intention being to find whoever might be able to help me understand. I was once again led to my higher self. Of course she was sitting outside a massive library with a book again. When I approached her, I felt calm and at peace, where before I had felt like a war inside of me. I asked her what I am missing and what I need to do. Her reply was that I am still hiding my true nature from others and myself. I asked if I could see the book she held, and she handed it to me. It was massive, yet all the pages were blank. I told her I thought it was funny that she was reading a blank book. Her reply to me was that it is blank, because that is what I choose to see at this time. She got up and told me she was with me always, before heading into the library. I left with more confusion then I started with.

Any ideas as to what this might all mean?