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Hello all! I have recently come across a book, it's some kind of journal that was once owned by my grandmother on my father's side. I have reason to believe that she is/was Wiccan or pagan. She had given me this journal a few days before she died and it seemed to have some kind of energy in it. I don't mean your everyday kind of energy but I've blessed and cleansed and consecrated objects long enough to recognize when something has been consecrated. I didn't notice it at first but thinking back when I was younger she would have us do Wiccan activities. For example: she had taken me to a and my family to a festival, and she had us all come over to a crystal booth, there was both jewelry with crystals, small crystals etc. when I was trying to choose between two, she told me to hold each in my hands and see which one feels right, or when I was drawn to a certain crystal she had asked me what drew me to it? Was it the color, what the tag said the crystal does? Etc. I understand that those things aren't strictly Wiccan but she was always in tune with nature and enjoyed spending time in nature. And when I try to open the journal I keep feeling like there's something trying to keep me from opening it, I don't mean literally keep me away like if I touch it an unseen force is going to push me away or something. But when I get near to it I keep thinking the feeling I get reminds me of the book of shadows blessing spell. I'm not making this up I'm just not sure how to describe it. Can anyone give me any suggestions? Thank you

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