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Hello everyone! I'm new here and to witchcraft in general. I'm trying to figure out what the basics are that I need to learn first before I venture further into magik. Ive been casting circles and meditating in them, trying to open my their eye and I believe its been working. I tend to know that things are going to happen a certain way or what someone says before they say it. I'm not too good at clearing my mind...songs and conversations pop in my head while I try to meditate. Also, I had my chakras read and cleansed by a Reiki master and she told me I have 3 guardian angels that have been watching over me and trying to guide me but I just haven't been able to tune into them. I believe I might be an indigo child as well. During our session, she said that when I was 2 or 3 I spoke to my mother telepathically and it freaked her out so she told me to stop. I did just that and shut out any abilities I had. My third eye is/was blocked with fear and doubt from 20 of running away from anything super natural or frightening. Ive been going on a spiritual journey for a while and this is where its taken me thus far. I'm sorry this is so long I'm just trying to figure out what my steps should be to get on track spiritually and be able to use the beautiful energy in and around us all. Please help. Thanks. :)